xoagray

I really need to remove things from my life that just frustrate me. hardware that half works but I keep because I don't want to buy new, clothes that don't quite fit right and make me uncomfortable to wear but I keep because it's hard to find clothes that fit me right. (I'm so envious of people that can just go to a store and find clothes that fit well sometimes) Clutter that gets in my way, things that serve or served a purpose at one time but I no longer need, but just hold on to because, "I might need it again some day."

I need to just ditch things that don't serve my needs, and if needed buy things that do.

This also means I need a new home. I'm a cook and baker with a kitchen built for someone that doesn't do more in the kitchen than pull a frozen dinner out of the freezer and throw it in the oven. I have almost no counter space, to the point I have to sometimes put a cutting board over one of my sinks just for a little extra room, and do a lot of things like rolling out dough on the glass top of my stove. You can probably see how this is a bad thing as that isn't possible if the stove has been used for anything else and is hot.

But that's going to have to wait. The home is going to be the hardest thing for me to change. I'd also like to see that come with a change of local. Right now both of those things seem pretty impossible. I'd say I'm working towards it inch by inch, but that's a lie. Every time I get a little saved up it always ends up having to go to something else. But one day....